Learning To Let Go
" You do not get what you deserve, you get what you accept." Every couple of years or so ill notice a bunch of very confusing things will start happening that ill perceive as "bad" things are happening to me. Its always one cohesive lesson, what just clicked to me today that for the last 3 years that is what life has been trying to teach me. Up until this point I was one of those people that would super over extend myself for people that I cared for and would barely receive half that in return. I also had the habit of picking up "projects" people that you KNOW cannot love you adequately because they've been extremely hurt or damaged in some way, but for what ever reason thinking you can love them back to happiness. I am naturally a nurturer and a healer if I see you hurting its my first instinct to want to help, but I always do it to the point of sacrificing myself. its almost like I work hard to get myself together just to meet you and then trans...